Friday, December 26, 2008

Cool Change

Paki-pindot muna eto bago magsimulang magbasa...




Cool Change - Cool Change


Mga Parekoy, mga Ka-blog

…eto na ako! Eto na siguro, me bago! Bago pa man magtapos ang mapait pero masasabi kong matamis na rin na taong dalawang libo’t walo at bago pa man pumutok ang bagong taon ay maninimula na ako sa mga bagong mangyayari sa buhay ko. Ang taong eto ay puno ng pagsubok, ako’y halos mamatay, magpakamatay, maging-gulay at kung anu-ano pang kaguluhan. Nasadlak sa kasalanan subalit piniling manirahan sa kadiliman buti na lang may mga tumulong sakin na bumangon at manimulang muli at isa na rito ang blogging. Sa wakas, hindi lang kalaswaan nasa isip, merong blog na mapaglilibangan. Kaya mga Ka-blog maraming salamat…

Manay Rose at Faye, ang aking mga kababayan na nanguna sa aking chikahan, na tumulong sa mga raket at pagkakakitaan sa blog, maraming salamat. Naka-encash na nga pala ako, nakalimutan ko lang i-blog, kumita na ako,hehehehe. Maraming salamat sa pagkakaybigan sa blog, marami akong natutunan sanyo hindi lang sa blogging kundi sa buhay.

Mga rosas ng blogs, OR at Amor, maraming salamat. Medyo malalim ang ating mga pinagsamahan. Mula gabi hanngang madaling araw, walang ka palya-palyang kwentuhan at kung ano pang “ka-churva-han”. Napakaespesyal nyong mga tao. Alam kung maabot nyo mga pangarap nyo. Ang aking pasasalamat ay hanggang langit mga kaybigan.

Sa makulit at pa-cute na si Kosa, sa madrama subalit na maloko na Dh – haroo haroo! Pagpatuloy nyo pagbblog at pakitignan ang mga rosas, hahaha.

Sa mga nakilala ko pa tulad ni Joops, Alma, Kg, Sheng, Lou, Zeb, Ezekiel, Lovely maraming salamat sa mga dalaw at sa mga komentong nagpapaligaya saken at sa mga natutunan ko sa inyong mga karasanan sa buhay-buhay.

Sa lahat ng nasa bloglist ko na napakarami, maraming salamat.



Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko. Tara

tagay na lang tayo!

Mamimiss ko lang basta kayo. Tara samahan nyo akong sumayaw at magtampisaw sa dagat. Halina’t lumipad tayo ng matayog at tignan ang paglubog ni haring Araw…

Ako’y lilisan muna…mag-iisip…hahanapin ang sarili…at pilit na iintindihin ang mga binigay sa akin ng buhay na ito. Maraming salamat sanyo. Minsan hindi ko alam kung bakit may mag bagay na nangyayari na napakahirap tanggapin pero bahala na, bahala na si batman.

Hindi ko naman isasara tong blog na to’ kasi isang tahanan na to para sakin, ako’y maglalakbay muna, at muling babalik kapag nakuha ko na ang kasagutan kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay-bagay sa aking buhay. Sa sang taon na pasakit na naranasan ko, kayo aking mga k-blog ay humupa ng sugat kahit papano.

Sa mga taong alam kong mamimiss ko sobra, alam nyo na kung sino kayo, tagay na lang. Sisilip pa rin ako sa mga bahay niyo at pipiliting mag-iwan ng marka. Salamat ha…tsaka me ym pa naman,hehehe…Filthyroom, iiwan muna kita, pagbalik ko (sana di ako matagalan) lilinisin na kita.


Sana pagbalik ko, nandyan pa kayo...




If there's one thing in my life that's missing
It's the time I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
There's lots of those friendly people
Showin me ways to go
And I never want to lose your inspiration

Time for
a cool change...
I know that it's time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so pre-arranged
I know that it's time
for a cool change

Well I was born in the sign of water
And it's there that I feel my best
The albatross and the whales
they are my brothers
It's kind of a special feeling
When you're out on the sea alone
Starin' at the full moon
like a lover

Time for
a cool change...
I know that it's time
for a cool change
Now that my life
is so prearranged
I know that it's time
for a cool change

Well I've never been romantic
And sometimes I don't care
I know it may sound selfish
But let me breathe the air

If there's one thing in my life that's missing
It's the time that I spend alone
Sailing on the cool and bright clear waters
It's kind of a special feeling
When you're out on the sea alone
Staring at the full moon like a lover

Time for
a cool change...
I know that it's time
for a cool change
Now that my life is so prearranged
I know that it's time
for a cool change



N.B. 1:
ang emo ko, wala lang magawa, baka bukas mabangag ako, pakierase na lang tong post na to,hehehehe! Keep on Blogging!!! Malay mo bumenta to, dame traffic,hehehe!

N.B. 2:
wala na pala un iba kong mga site, isa-isa na silang naglaho, pero babalik ang mga iyon ulit kapag meron na akong bagong buhay o buhay pa...

N.B. 3: Taena naiiyak ako, ahahahahahaha! Hey hey are you okay, hey hey..Unresponsive ..._______________

Thursday, December 25, 2008

it's my snowy wonderland!!!!

I was trained to become a proactive person. The vulnerability of my youth was taken care by my craft of getting to know the lives of other people. Criticizing made me to stand ten feet taller - for having such advantage than all the people in the world. But with words, you can easily detect abnormal mind from the standard, and you can read the next move of your decoders or even plan out a perfect counteract for their feedback.
It took me days (or weeks) to decipher this floating feeling of mine until thoughts got crumpled and emotions got crippled. It’s all about the continuum – the past, the present, and the thoughts for the future. We were happy then, we’re confused at the moment, and we’re starting to feel the burden of anticipating the tomorrows. Lots of nights were already wasted on putting the blame on me, for all the confusion that sets us apart. I thought so hard and tried to dig out the real problems. Was it with me or with you? Reducing all the propositions and parameters of the illogical statements, the problem is no other than me. It’s simple, so simple to put the blame on me, and so simple reason to mourn each day. It’s a simple escape to the complexities or I may say simplicity of the problem. Don’t look at me that way and puh-leez remove that finger on my face. Do I really deserve it? Maybe, just maybe. But I do accept any consequence that you’d like to lay down upon my table. Simple!
But let’s take a little review of the not-accounted facts of our time together – the not-so-remote past.
I offered a genuine friendship and of course I made my craft of the getting-to-know phase interesting for both of us. My intention was pure, true - no stain of hoax. With just a little time, we made it through the happy merry go around. It’s nice, mushy, and dupah ubah supah cool. It was a good thing to think or wish that it would be forever. But here comes the clich├ęs, read it; nothing last forever (only diamonds last forever), and - the only constant in this world is change. Fed up with these tag lines? So what’s next? Let’s just say that in every script there should be a twist. Alright, the whirlwind came in, but technically in our case it was a cold war or the unspoken grieves, the controlled misery that’s haunting inward. In your point, of course, the problem maker was me. In the eyes of the third observer, it would be the same judgment, I guess.

Here’s my lame excuse. Everyone has his own history, some are good but mostly are horrible…Alright, I forgot!!!

It’s Christmas

! I shouldn’t be talking like this…Let’s continue this on some other time, I’m just tired!

Oh, pardon me

- only given to a sinner!

Despite of the glittery and shiny ornaments around the streets, the children who sing merry medley and the touch of the wind, I find myself in solitude just like the monster with tiny hearts that lives in a snowy Mount Crumpit. I guess the Grinch has stolen my Christmas. Weeks prior to Christmas, I was very excited; I bought gifts early and I visited some good places. But then as the days came close to Christmas, my world became cold, blurry, and confused. And now – it’s black! Grinch why’d you do this?

Anyhow,

Happy Christmas to all of you!



Oh, it's crushin' me inside - the sublime moment of my life, my snowy wonderland...