“Mixed emotions” Alright, I’m moving out from my comfort zone, I’ll be living ALONE! I have already found a perfect pad, fully furnished with sound system, furniture, and everything I needed to have a sound sleep. I was really happy that I was able to find that and I’m really excited to take pictures…and post them here. By the way, it’s not all blissful feelings, lots of loads are occupying my sleep-deprived mind-set, shoo…shoo…mess! Anyhow, yesterday I was able to use my fifteen facial muscles for my ha-ha-ha-he-he-he combo sounds of humor out from my perception. I was riding on the train then going home with my unkempt hair, boggy eyes with dropping eyelids and dead beat body yet my mind was engaged with my moving out plans, lost in thought calculating my expenses from every day gastos up to the cumulative monthly expenses. I was talking with incomprehensible sounds – “renta, pakain, tapos yung laundry, ung iba pang gastos, gastos, pang snack and snacks pa, then gimik, pang date and treat sa family and pamangkin, may matitira pa ba? Or kulang na sweldo ko?” with my fingers counting blankly, eyes staring vacantly at nowhere and mouth poised wide-open. Hays…. After realizing the burden of living alone I also got back with my senses and because of the unconscious crap that I’ve been doing, I got frozen for a minute or two until I realized that I was on a public conveyance and the other passengers were stupefied looking at me. Oh crap! I looked at them with my eyes moving in 360 degrees then sudden shut and guarded laugh at myself, bursting with embarrassment. Geez, just with the thought of living alone, I had lost my sanity then what if with the reality? Urhgsss! It’s tough but I know that I can do it! Haroo haroo!!!