Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Fade it away




The cliché says First Love never dies, and I guess one of the most painful events in life is getting over the first love that made you fly but in the end it left you with the broken wings. First love doesn’t always end in “they-lived-happily-ever-after” scene. Most of us are just so naïve to believe that the magic of first love cannot be replaced by any other love. In my case, still struggling with this little foolishness…



5 things I hated after my first heart-broken experience.

1. Bes- because this was my ex called me after our break-up. It’s killing me; I loved that person more than best friend but the hell, I was just the nth party. Though my so-called Bes has not done something heinous (like stealing my jelly beans), the thought of being betrayed is always coined with that alternative title –Bes.

2. Krispy Crème - reminds me of ex again, during my quick visits before going to work with the uberly sweet donuts on hand. And the cuddling under the moonlight romance and the sweet goodbyes whenever I sent my Bes home.

3. Buying shirts of same kind – I would never ever wear that shirt again. Swear! Oh, I forgot to donate it during Ondoy.

4. Tramadol – The paradoxical effect - it’s making me sick, sheesh. It alleviated your headache but it would never (not even a bit) ease the pain that you caused me.

5. Lastly, my feeble emotions. I hate it whenever I remember you because it’s very unfair for my baby.




N.B. Pathetic me! Babe, forgive me. I just don’t want to pretend that I am okay. I thought that I could breeze it out with you. I’m such a jerk for being insensitive. Please say you'll never go.




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24 comments:

batopik said...

awww. ang sakit naman. parang 500 days of Summer yung #1 hakhak. napanood mo na ba iyon? tsk tsk. move-on-let-go post pala ito. hehehe. wag lang maging bitter. kaya mo mo yan! :)

darkhorse said...

based! hahaha oooopss emo mode pala dapat ...ehem...ah eh internalized muna tsk...kaya pba Dre? hirap tlaga kpag first love msakit...hirap kalimutan kaya minsan iniisip ko mga babae istorbo lng sa buhay...kc kung sino pa mahal mo sya pa ayaw sayo...tsk! ang gulo...sandali ako ata magulo? hahaha...eh di seriously kailangan mag hang out ka sa mga kaibigan mo pra sa ganun tuksuhin ka nila este encourage ka nila no! hahaha tc

I am Xprosaic said...

Mushy! hahayz... jijijiji... OO na sige na lam ko magrereact ka na naman... sige sige... no comment... nyahahahahahaha

sunny said...

@ xprosaic, san magrereact? hahahaha! kaw lang!

@ Dh, uu, magulo tlga...hahays!

@ batopik,hahahah! sige imma watch that movie...minsan masarap maging bitter,hehehehehe!

Amorgatory said...

@sunny at DH ang gulo nyow promise lols

Anonymous said...

Forgetting ur first love never dies..it's true coz but you must learn to forget and leave it as a memory..it's true what u said on #5 ..i'm sure ur baby is hurting helplessly..u should have sort out ur feelings b4 u accepted sum one new in ur life..correct?..bcoz of this ur new relationship might end b4 u expected..wish u luck.

kg said...

super drama! he! he!

yes, first love never dies, but it's a different kind of love after you get over it. :)

dylan dimaubusan said...

Yeah, mushy.
I may sound a bit rude but then...
Get over it!!

Oh well, nasobrahan lang siguro ako sa Tramadol kaya naging numb na.. haha!

Just don't let her go, that's just it. Don't you ever.

the geek said...

i wont go.hihihi

Jag said...

So "Pasko na Sinta ko" ang arrive mo nyan ngayon? hehehehe...

Ok lng un brod! Dadamayan n lng kita hehehe...Ano inuman n? jijiji...

mordsith said...

akin na lang kaya yung shirt? joke!

if first love did not work, just as when your second, third, or nth love did not, nothing to do but to move on.. mahirap nga lang. haha.

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or said...

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love it!

or said...

amffffffffff! may approval pa ng comment. ano ba yan. tsk tsk tsk

or said...

awts.. i'm so left behind. di na ko updated. sorry for those unanswered offline messages. been so busy dealing with some personal problems. haiz. hope you're ok sun. sa bagay, You're always okay (though you oftentimes pretend that you are... but obviously you're not)
miss yah. eto na promise ko, i'll hit you back sa YM, and I'll see to it na di ako mag iinvi if ever na mag OL ako.

tc tc sun, miss yah!

ezekiel13 said...

Bitter? hehe.. dapat not bitter instead BETTER!!! coz in some way this painful event made you stronger... a learning experience ika nga!!!! Don't worry, there's someone out there who really belongs to you... malay mo si Anonymous yun hehe magpost ba ng irrelevant comment.. in-approve mo naman!!! hehehe...

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Glampinoy said...

Hmmm sabi nila experiences daw can either make us better or bitter. It's our choice daw...

darkhorse said...

buti kpa Sun! hahaha hihit back at wla iinvi mode hahaha tc!

chubskulit said...

grabe emo natin dito ah... kumusta na kabs...

spiky said...

hi masyadong poignant. basta kapag inlove, feeling ko teenager ako ule. hehehe

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