Sunday, January 17, 2010

Run

For the past few months I enjoyed walking in the rain, enjoying the tactile gladness of the droplets. It seemed that it was a walk of a lifetime. But I was wrong because now I feel like running, to chase the rainbow after the last drop of the rain. I found myself confused, puzzled, naked, and worldly. Calculating my niggling undertakings, I consider myself no less than a punch because I was able to invest with my profession by laboring with continuing studies. And though it slashed my pockets and bogged me down to enjoy the TGIFs, at the end of the day I feel a bit richer and happier -somehow. It’s not easy, especially by doing it “all-by-myself”, a trying-hard wannabe independent victor. I needed to balance my insatiable wants to my petty salary, taking into account each dime against every drop of my sweat. Even if it was hard, I learned how to struggle with it. I learned how to live with it. With all the burdens on my shoulder, finally I was awaken by the bulk of it and then I realized that I know how to shrug it off. Yes, I learned how to say no, I made it. I was able to lift my hands and waved goodbye to some of the weights. Now, I feel a bit better. This morning, I did my laundry, cleaned my closet, had an exercise, took a shower, and groomed myself well. But then, I heard this song and it played continuously in my mind…

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Oh crap, it’s not easy to leave all those weights. It feels different. I just wanna run.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Whatever your going through..hope you'll make it..I know your strong you take whatever comes your way..take care..nice to see your writing again..bye

Amorgatory said...

run run run lols.. bat ka kailangan tumakbow if pwde ka naman maglakad lols..kapagodski kaya lols

Kosa said...

you will get used to it parekoy!

kaya mo yan!

Happy New year din!

ezekiel13 said...

You should be proud of yourself, not everyone can do what you did. Kudos to you!!! thanks for the visit, been a long time..

darkhorse said...

hi Dre ayus yan tc lagi okey! happy New Year!

I am Xprosaic said...

sige tuloy lang... jejejejeje... dumaan... quickie lang din... jejejejejje...tc tc

Jag said...

keep running buddy, it`s good for the heart lol...kaya pla animoy nagmamadali ka sa blog ko eh hehehehe...ingat pre!

chubskulit said...

Running while nake ahak lol.. Ano na naman yan padi, hope you're okay na.. Ingat pirmi Kabs, mwah!

chubskulit said...

Oiiist kumusta ka na Kabs.

Jag said...

yoohoo still there? jijiji

chubskulit said...

Oo nga kabs, haen ka na hehehe..

Hi! I'm Grace said...

I hate to run lalo na kung may hinahabol... but I love walking in the rain. :)