Tuesday, September 8, 2009

blank stare

Last night
...I caught myself staring blankly at the wall while sitting on the wooden musky stairs with a coffee tumbler at hand. After a while, tear drops formed at the corner of eyes and slowly streamed down nto my face. And then I felt that the universe was against my plans, and my life has starting to wear down..."my life is pointless, and I am always left behind, in the limelight of my friends". My body slumped as I sulked down at the dark corner with the deep-seated feelings of angst...My voice would want to escape from my dry throat and weeping hiccups. Id want to cry out loud just like a kiddo who fell from a 20-flight of stairs with broken elbow and bleeding forehead...Urhgggs!

Alright!!! Oh well, it's dead of the night wherein boredom dominates and kills so u oughtta do something else. It's a time for blog-hopping and porn-watching and also a time wherein masturbation has no longer an effect so u betta do something else. Therefore, I just tried to organize my emo thoughts in such a way that I accommodate the least amount of sense necessary - if there is. The emo bombi is over, and the regression to childhood has already ceased. Enough with the self-pity, the wishful thinking, and the after shock of putting in to mind the happiness of simplicity. My gray matter is just filthy that it needs to be washed off from time to time, at times like this, to sort out the messy thoughts to bring back to equilibrium. There are just too much slogans to follow and exclamation points to consider...



Oh jeez, I'm confused, sorry for spending time reading this crappy post... LOL gotcha ya!

But, have you ever felt this way too? Uhm, bet you did, if not you’re a fuckin' green-blooded alien. Ciao! I’ve gotta be going!

15 comments:

I am Xprosaic said...

Naks! pano ba yan alien ako eh... jijijiji...

Tagay na lang natin yan... o eto sau ang unang shot... jijijijiji

Based! jijijijiji

sunny said...

wahahahaa! kill the alien,lol..sayang di mo pala na-meet si aling dionisia,lol

I am Xprosaic said...

Hahahahahaha... di niyo ako mahuhuli ng buhay! jijijijijij... naku ok lang at baka mapasayaw ako ng wala sa oras... jijijijijijiji

sunny said...

lol sige giling-giling,lolz..bwahahaha! sige gigimik muna ako,lol ciao!

spiky said...

hi there...musta? wara kan laog now? msta an pag cope?

sunny said...

@ spiky, igwa ini ngmadali sana magguibo kan post,lol..sige malte n ata ako! ingts!

spiky said...

sige, imamam mo man ako. hehehehe

Hinata said...

Ano yun? Di ko ma gets english kasi LOL..Love you

I am Xprosaic said...

Naks! naku tagay lang ang kelangan diyan... ilang bote ba kelangan mo?! jijijijijij... sige na nga... baka sabihin mo adik akong walang puso... jijijijiji... pero sige, minsan ganyan nga kelangan mo magunwind at magrelax para naman di maxado mapuno ang utak mo ng mga bagay gaya niyan... kaso maghanap ka naman ng kasama para naman di ka nagmumukhang baliw at pathetic... jejejejjeje

kg said...

we all go through those times...when you feel useless! just push those thoughts out of your mind!

tayo ka na lang uli sunny and make the most out of your life! :)

blogsngpinoy said...

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I am Xprosaic said...

Naks! mukhang malalim na yang pinagdadaanan mo ah... ang deep! nyahahahhahaha... Kung malapit ka lang sana dito lilibre kita e... pero 1 bote lang mahirap na at baka habulin pa ako ng itak ng tatay mo sa pagiging kunsintidor... jijijijijiji

Yen said...

nice post,keep on posting

Amorgatory said...

ay ewan hahah, lahat naman ata tayow napagdaanan yan eh, pwera nalang cugro sa mga taong sobrang nabibiyaan nang swerte. pero sabi nga sa sinabi mow lols un na un,lols..

sunny said...

to all, ahahahay...drama lang to,lol..am damn alright with my effin life...lol....im getting used to it.....