It tickles my heart again...

after the hasty appearance of the radiant sheen comet at my sky, i thought i would never had another sight of that fey scene again. That magical moment happened in a split-second but it was filled with intense feelings that caused sleepless lovely nights for me. That experience was bracing, like the magic of the soul that brought me to being. I thought I would never experience another thrill, another rush, another tempting beat of my heart..till one night...the night that i never expected to be the magic re encounter. For the second time, i saw the glow of that comet. I was in the silence of my heart, feeling every movement, every melody that's dancing in the air. It was a moment of opposing feelings, fusing emotions...indeed magic. On that pace of excitement, i controlled myself for me to see the real beauty of that comet. I controlled every energy that would really like to flare up intensely, the feeling that i was floating on the thin air but it was a happy moment. Your face, your smile, your laughters, every inch of you in the virtual world. I couldn't touch you but I could feel you. I couldn't cuddle you but i could imagine the heat of your body and I could feel your breathe caressing my face. Your presence that brought another magic even in that essential nature of interspace.

I am happy with this, i just wanna live with the moment.
It tickles my heart again.

trapped at the RAT RACE of NURSING RAGE...

Nursing has never occurred in my vocabulary to be my profession, maybe i was called by this profession (just to palliate the pain). Though my real line was in the medical field, nursing profession has never been included in my perspective. With 2 courses i had experienced, i finally landed on nursing and fortunately finished the course with meritorious records. Studying was easy, duty hours were also easy with the help of my generous clinical instructors. Everything went out right like a smooth sailing. Now that i finally got the piece of card called license, boredom had eluded me and brought me to the pace to chew on what's really happening to my life. NURSING profession is a rat race. Did i take the course to learn or to earn? do i need to study, and study again and again and have the less and less? or to study less on the many? I was caught in the battle between winning my faculty of reason and my pecuniary...I was caught in this rat race...

folded...part1

On the land called "Xatania" there thrived a fast-paced community with people who were so active and busy making a living. In that busy land, a man named "Enliven" had arrived by accident. He was just looking for a land wherein he could spend his youth and vigor and by fate he came there. He was delighted to see the harried people and he was able to accustom himself to community slickly. His days were favorable and he even considered himself fully habituated to the land. He befriended a lot of people and he even had the verve love affair despite of the engaged atmosphere. The place became his place and every detail of the community was known for him...the rendezvous sights, the talk of the town, and the lives of others. Until one day...