Saturday, May 31, 2008

byebye little man!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

petty things...

Just tonight while I was waiting for a cab in the fast-paced street of Kamagong, I kept myself busy by singing in a stentorian tone of my dearie nursery song that goes like this” here we go round the mulberry bush, the mulberry bush…here we go round the mulberry bush so early in the morning….this is the way I wash my face, wash my face, wash my face….so early in the morning” Then there was a man, a Steve Carell look-a-like 40-year old virgin, who gave me a diss stare that smacked as if I was so stupid and retarded singing that nursery rhyme. The fuck! I don’t care even a speck of shit for those filthy animals who think that no one has the right to lose ground to his childhood experience. It’s really annoying! I really hate it when someone gives that kind of stare as if they’re not dumbass (at times) to enjoy the petty things on life, the “duh’ stare. Life is too short, so live with it to the fullest. Do whatever you want to. Shout out loud. Sing your favorite nursery rhymes. Be stupid as long as you’re not running on to other persons. Be crazy. Be yourself.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

American Idol: bombarding the retarted pinoys

David is cooking in a hot (stolen) scene.
I really don’t know what’s with American Idol that makes a guy to act like a faggy douche (doosh) and for girls to act a foo like balderdash sluts.
A- Idol a puffed up TV shows that caters the flaws of the idiot brigades [who believe that they’ll find success in a poopyface entertainment world, pathetic dreamers!]. The judges are also stupid for their blind idea that they deserve to fuck around with the losers by just sittin pretty [cowch poh-tay-toe] and mastering the hypocritical world of judging (especially the bazoom-wrecked Paula Abdul). The hell! What a crap for pinoys to go uber fanatics for those karaoke singers. Its dumbing the pinoy audience!

As the new horizon opens, I can’t barely hide the fact that I whimper despite of the gladness and warmth of the sunbeams that’s surfacing. It’s really hard to say goodbye even though the parting has a beautiful reason. You can’t take away the nakedness of the landscape that it will take a span of time for you to be with that person dancing on the cloud nine again. I’ll miss everything. From the idle times of just sitting around for hours enjoying the comfort of silence of each other up to the giggles of tickling pink mirth. It’s sad, it’s sad…

“May the road rise up to meet you, may the wind be ever at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face and the rain fall softly on your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the hollow of his hand.”

Love letters: part1

15th of July 2001*

My dearest Cassandra*,

Cassandra thank you for the time you spent with me. It was a nice moment walking and talking with you again under the same trees that enveloped and witnessed our first time encounter. It's the same crisp of summer breeze and the shady silhouette view on the first time i saw you sitting on the bench and reading your Anne Frank novel. I remember, you told me to read that book too but i have to confess, i left it behind my thoughts unintentionally. Hope that won't make you sad because i know you're a book lover and you're the one who influenced me to read as well. By the way, you look awesome with your red dress, It reminds of your red embroidered ribbon that you wore on...that was July 15th,yes! 5 years have transpired already yet the cosmos are still the same. The tress, the pavement, and even the grass. But there's one thing that has changed Cassandra, the warmth of your palms. It's never like before. The ardent warmth is gone and i missed it a very great deal. Cassandra, I am really sorry for the distance that i made with you for 3 years. I know, it was my fault. Sorry for i never explained it well but on last the last we met, i was in my full courage to disclose everything but i know you were busy clearing out things so i decided not to spill it out ...But it's an amiable reason for me to make another letter. I missed you so much Cassandra. Take care of your health and don't forget to take your vitamins and as i always remind you, get enough sleep. Til' my next letter Cassandra. Take care!

Hugs and Kisses,

15th of July 1996+

Dear Sunny,

I had fun Sunny, I never expected that you would be nice to me. You look funny with your unkempt hair but you managed to impress me well. You're very different at school. I thought that you're going to bully me but you acted so manly today. Thanks for the flowers that you gave to me, they're so nice and lovely. High school time is over and i regret that we became friends at this closing time...Anyways, hope to see you tomorrow. Same time. Same place.
Take care.


Dec 19988*

Dear my Sweetest Sunny,

*fictitious data
Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

sound trip with mam OR and Named aka Vic

Setting number 1: The sun disappears below the forlorn horizon of the west…the moment when the vibrant colors of universe collide…the beginning of darkness and the perfect backdrop of the ambient colors of twilight…In air of guitar flying melodiously in the hearts of perfect lovers…There is too much for one person to do…
Background music: “I don’t want to talk about it” in guitar instrument
Me: plays the guitar
Mam OR: drools over with melting heart
Named aka Vic: shouts: help!SOS!drowning

Setting number 2: At the airport, the “terminal” setting with the usual goodbye emoes...
Background music: “I believe” piano version
Me: the luggage checker, *yawns*
Mam OR: weeps so hard,the “jack and rose” parting moments,her BF going abroad.“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad because I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”
Named aka Vic: calling his girlfriend’s cp to say goodbye…Gf: out of reach. Vic: sobs and tries to call again. Gf: inside the terminal with cp off: Vic: sobs again, walks around with head down. " I quit, I give up, nothing's good enough for anybody else, it seems...When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway."

Setting number 3: at the balcony, one summer afternoon.
Background music: “1000 words” Japanese version
Me: plays Frisbee with bantay
Mam OR: picks some flowers
Named aka Vic: ligawan moment with his girlfriend with the “corniest” tag lines

Setting number 4: at the park, just an ordinary day
Background music: stick around
Mam OR: deeply in love
Me and Named aka Vic: kamot ulo!

Monday, May 26, 2008

a pieace of art: bond

Isn’t funny how we became close to each other?
It makes me wonder, makes me laugh and smile, and makes me tremble
How it keeps me alive in the dead of the night
How it opens my eyes with a jumping heart for another conversation
Isn’t funny how these people get to know each other in this virtual world
How these people get connected considering the vast diversity, the individual flaws, and the opposing perspectives
Isn’t wonderful? Isn’t cute?
Isn’t the thing we called friendship?

I wonder how many people we see on the streets, we meet on public places, whom we barely speak, or just even say hello. I wonder why some people are very reluctant, hesitant, and mingy with pleasing words. I wonder why we keep these feelings to ourselves. I wonder why we are sacred to disclose our feelings. I wonder.

But I’ve just learned that there are no strangers, only friends we haven’t met yet.And I was bit surprised when I saw this one piece of art from my chat mate’s (let me say, friend’s) FS (friendster) account. So cool.
Though I put a fence on my ground to out lie myself (for I had the feeling of “I don’t belong”), this doodle art work made me realize with sublime understanding that having friends wasn’t that difficult.

This is cute...

Sunday, May 25, 2008


THIS time i'll be SweeteR...
*sigh* still,can't sleep in a wink...Thinking of You!!!
"Now I feel you in the air I breath
even though you're not in front of me
you were like a summer breeze
and it's killing me
The only thing that's missing in my life, is you."

rip my face off 2: with the hotties


The dolly parton(with the overly done makeup not the chesty char.) receptionist came to me and took an obsessive check (not the homosexual-sounding phrase)on my face and made this morbid remark "ehm, dame mong pimples, di ka pwede diamond peel, tignan mo (pointing her finger to a retarded esthetician for a shitty regard), sheesh! she made fun of the fuck out of me. Then she made a check(the homosexual-sounding phrase), "blackheads, check, white heads, check,scars, check" check check...".Okay facial (not the shoot,dunk,or any filthy gestures) na lang. "Gloria facial dito" shouted ursula (the receptionist with the overly done makeup just to hide the blemishes on her face). Gloria assisted me to the bed and she turned on the music player in the air of instrumental pang-romansang music. The first step was the facial massage and scrub followed by a steam vapor. Wow, life! very soothing! a very good bedabble moment! But when Gloria started the comadones extraction, Ouchiewatamie! Pain to the 10th power, it was a stupid stingy feeling, mama 1, 2, 3, i need help,lol. That was very painful! Then a light beam was administered to my face followed by the usual lengthy facial steps.
While i was relaxing with a cold mask on my face, i heard muttering bees. I took a peak to those bees (extending my lids so hard for there was an eye cover), wow! prettylicious - porcelain skin,wavy-long hair,perfect smile, and the over-all hotness. Really bedabble moment, the two hotties were next to my bed, so i had the chance to re-examine their figures bit by bit. Oh lala, my mind was going uber crazy, wonderland! wonderland! "you want love? We'll make it, swimming a deep sea of blankets...take all your big plans and break 'em. This is bound to be a while. Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)" but my overwhelming sexual desire was stopped when Gloria hushed "ngpatransplant n yan.." waaaaaaaaahhhh!shocked-to-death, it's like i was drenched by a supercooled water. "Damn baby you frustrate me, I know you're mine all mine all mine but you look so good it hurts sometimes",lol. I need to confirm it (sayang naman), i listened to their hush hush talks "dadating na papa ko kaya kelangan ko ng facial tsaka pedicure". waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! Pero sa toto babaeng babae ung dalawa.waaaaaaaaaah...mas maganda pa nga sa babae pero chicharong bulaklak

morale: review your nursing assessment,the subj and obj cues, the head-to-toe exam...etc.

tulog muna...